Bear them into my mind.

My father and my mother give me a call, they are afraid that I can not sleep well and I can not eat well. In fact, I did not cry for a long time, because many days ago, I have accepted this fact, that is I can not stay with him. But, in my heart, I persuade myself, maybe everything will go better, our life also will go better, but, I can not cheat myself, I can not cheat my parents, because I know, they can not give me the life I want to have, if one day in the future, I have to leave you, I would like go now. This is the main reason; I have told myself for thousands of times that I will not cry, if there is no you.


But, today, when I awoke up, there is no you around me, I cried, you have done so much for me, you have given so much for you, if there is no you, what I should do, I slept on the bed for almost one week. Today, I decided to get up, because I have to do my own things, there are so many people can not stay together, if there is no you, I can still live a good life. I should give myself a life goal, what I should do and what I would be in the future, I must think it clearly, even though life is a little bit cruel, but, I know if I work hard today, I can have a good harvest tomorrow. Life will not have a big change except there is no you, my career, my weight-losing career, my best love Zentai, I will not forget, I will always bear them into my mind, I know I can do that. Come on!