Three days is ok.

.Zentai show, because we have the same hobby, so, we know each other in a fast speed. Then, fall in love with each other. He is a good man, he will buy me everything, in my mind, he just like my father, his behavior, his attitude to something, there is a kind of saying said that father is your love of the last life, I agree with it, so, when I stay with him, I can feel a kind of safety. To be honest, when talk about love, I do not love him; I stay with him, just because he can give me a kind of special feeling.


But, as time goes by, we find there are so many difference between us, such as the age gap, he is 3 years younger than me, so, in my opinion, he is a not mature, sometime, he just like a small child, buy, I am his mother, his sister. This is not a good phenomenon in love. And then, the gap of our degree, I am 23, but, from 6 to my 22, I was studying in school, I have read a lot of knowledge in school, that means, I have stayed in my school for 16 years, but, he just stayed in school for 6 years, I do not know what is your opinion, but, 10 years, this is really a gap that we can not overcome, such as the words we say, the attitude we are to everything, we will have a deep gap, this gap does not matter of money, but, just attitude. I want to leave him. But, I am afraid that I will not find a man who loves me more than him, so, I have no courage to do that.
I can still remember one film I have seen, its name is continue loving, when I see the second story, I was crying, because I feel that woman is me, helpless to his husband. In fact, she can choose a better one, but, because of his love, she does not leave, this also doomed that she is not happy for the whole life.
When comes to face the true, which should I choose, love or reality. I am a little confused. But, I have to make up the decision in the fast speed. Three days is okok